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7.9.02 the PMS is back in full force it seems. was smiling nervously/stupidly + intermittently for the duration of webCG. justin seems to have gotten over his sudden spasms of shiny, happy fits of rage. some counselling from alison seems to have worked somewhat. for now.i've possibly discovered a minute portion of this diarrhoea of the soul. could it be that my tolerance level of childish toilet humour has reached the canopy? could it be that it's an unalterable genetic condition - one which keeps beckoning to keep my distance and continue living in physical seclusion? was it because the ez-link card reader didn't register properly the first time round? have i been under-utilising my vulgarity quota? it's been awhile since depression of such magnitude has struck me straight in the face. who knows. it may be a passing sickness. my mind reminds that it'd be nothing short of chronic. i had better have it resolved for the sake of those closer to my circle. dear sis wrote a poem the night before and passed it to me before webcg. i'm grateful for it, for the words didn't send me into a flood of rage & tears, but instead, they brought me into this pensive state of mind. thanks once again sis. you take care too. :) 'You' Of late you've been down and out When I asked you why You couldn't say it out You wouldn't pinpoint to what was hurting you inside Finally you said you felt Someone was stealing your life away What did you mean when you say What can I do to make it a better day? Did something occur that troubled you? It may not be bad But it may be true Are you being opressed by something new? Has your life been changed in any way? Do you actually really want this change to stay? Maybe instead of denying its truth Let it envelop the feelings in you Then you can be sure of what to do. the mildly angst-inspired pictures to follow were taken since wednesday. won't bother to add captions. have got better things to ruminate about. perhaps it'd add a new perspective to viewing the arsenal of shite i've got to offer. have fun. 
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