been contemplating as of late - primarily about the near future, a little about experiences long [but not quite yet] forgotten, as well as my current position in life.
mom showed me a photo shot just last year with my family in it - i had no remembrances whatsoever of having that picture taken. shows how much i've changed.. or perhaps i'm just getting senile. if i'd look at a photo of 365 days before, 365 days from now, i'd probably bother to recall the concise details of the camera with which the picture was taken. am i making sense here? change. that's what i'm trying to bring up.
anyway. here are my goals for 2003, the 1st semester at least:
- buy, breed + train a lovebird. perhaps it'd make me want to return home more early/often and cook for the family too.
- join ngee ann's band + reacquaint with the flute. brother's been inspiring me lately with classical music et al. chanced upon + chatted with mr. yea yesterday too, my former primary school band instructor. all the more premonition to be musically sane again.
- quit smoking *once and for all*, for obvious reasons. the counter on the bottom right has got to be one of the most deceiving in the world wide web.
- get fit; jog on a much more regular basis. past few months i've been bingeing like some pot-bellied kopitiam ahpek..
- be more aware of my own actions. contradiction to be kept to a minimum.
- talk less crap more often. cough.
- above all, perseverance to maintain most of the aforementioned. must not make excuses. *crosses fingers*
- focus. with low depth of field, thank you.
bleh. been awhile since i actually came up with resolutions. but they don't always have to be made at dawns of new years, no?
